Broken

Today is just one of those days... Yet another in the world and yet not. Friday's have forever been awesome.

Then I heard this song come on over the radio. "Broken" by Seether, in this case featuring Amy Lee, always makes me think of my dad. I guess there are always times that I'll feel somewhat broken that he's no longer with us. Somethings we can't change.

I'm not sure if any of the demons are left to fight... somehow that doesn't really matter any more but I guess there's still a lot more left to learn.

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Because I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

I'm still not sure if the worst is over just yet, or if it can ever be, but somehow I'm pretty sure I've become strong enough.